I have no idea what her name is.. anymore.

She remains as someone with a vague figure and face. I only remembered her pretty face and how she caught my attention.. more than 50 years ago.

She is a socialite, a pretty face, and desire of all men. She spoke intelligently, but does not speak her mind. She seduced men, but they can never get her.

Yet, she married me. A marriage with only the name existed and nothing else was real.

I never had a chance to reveal my true feelings for her, neither had she explained her intentionsd of marrying me. I knew she had affairs with other men. But I loved her too much to be bothered by such things. As long as I am able to see her, I am much contented already.

You were her 60 years ago. 60 years later, nothing about you changed. Even after three reincarnations.

I cannot forget about you and I never will, not because I loved you still, because you never bothered to clear things up 60 years ago.

This lifetime I met you, but I cannot be with you, even after contemplating to break up with my boyfriend. Still I chose him over you. Now that I'm with my boyfriend, that's all it matters.

He is the only guy I can trust, and the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with together. So is the rest of other lifetimes.

Not the same with you, 'cos you'll repeat the same mistake you made 60 years back.

I'm sorry, but thanks for the memories.

Glad you've moved on.

I miss you.

I think about how you smiled.

I think about how we walk down streets.

I think about how you rolled your eyes at me.

I think about how you pat my head.

I think about how crazily we played 23.



I think about it so much, I've realised, I should start thinking for myself.

If only I've seen them before I took skill test! >'<

PEOPLE RELINK BY CLICKING:

LINKIE
* KAT THE DICTATOR

I'm sure you're not blind to that. Oh yeah, link only you're my friend. The short ugly fat-assed guy can fuck off. (:

I'm not closing this bloggie down; this bloggie has more like became my archive. =D

Okay, I know this blog's is prolly long forgotten by everyone else in the world since it's acting like a dry well - just like me acting like an All-Time Bitch.

But the recent events had got the dry well finally regurgitating some shit out. I have lots to say since the events which happened actually made me reflected on several issues.

General Feelings:
(Got his from eavesdropping my bro's emo convo)
It's only due to our childish expectations do we lose our love to our selfishness.

(Just a feeling)
You can recite all 300 poetries from the Tang dynasty doesn't mean you understand every single word, phrase and stanza.

Chancing upon a loser's blog: (short and fat bastard)
(Hey, a 17 year old can see that someone 7 years older is insecure.)
It took an under-eighteen to spot an over-twenty-one's desire to seek attention.

People-watch:
(From the under-18 convo)
Never spit in the face of an appraoching gust because the spit will come right back into you face.

(Well..)
Friendly = Stop acting like you know everyone by their pet names and fucking jolly well act like your height, ahem, i mean age.

I know the sacarsm in my words may make me an ATBB, but trust me, these reflections are valuable insights into whosoever's warped mind.

By the way, I'm just an ordinary ATB who didn't really bothered to even look at a shrtfrt.

I love this dance totally. This is pop animation anyway, so it's kinda fake. BUT! It's really awesome!

Okay! Side track with two amazing lil vids that made my day. I love craziness and gays. Not BND though. =X *Enjoy Bitches~*

check out the move at 1 min 08 sec. (:

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I've been blogo-unactive for like two whole moths with a whole load of drafts unpublished. But I promise, this post is here to summarized how I've been in these two months. =D



I did my long awaited Jamaican hair.



I love braiding extensions man. <3



And look who's been hanging out with me through those drinking nights. <3



And look who's I got from working in Puma NAC? <3

More updates will come. (: